05-28-2013, 10:51 PM
My mom had a friend with a three year old little girl that was on medication for bipolar disorder. I said I thought that was stupid. I think lots of things are stupid. And boring. I can't help it. I've let them put me on medication several times throughout my life; but on the drugs, people only seem to be more stupid and boring to me. And just as uptight and mean and petty.
I don't think that about all people. There have been many people that I really liked; but those people seem to thrive on doing whatever they can to fit in and impress the boring, stupid, uptight, petty people.
I suppose it's like how people treat politicians. They see how boring, stupid, uptight and petty they are; and I say, then don't vote for them. And with women: they complain about all the men acting like embarrassing jerks and wounding them; and I say, if you don't like men like that, stop rewarding them by fucking them. You keep treating them like kings, they'll keep thinking that they can get away with anything. If I can tell that a guy's a dirtbag just by seeing a picture of him, they're bound to be able to know it before they start dating him.
They all thrive on this stuff though. They'd be nothing without it.
Sometimes I sit alone for hours, trying to understand what it is about me that stands out as being crazy, compared to all the stupid nonsense the other people around here are up to. I figured I'm too self-conscious. Thinking too much, and trying to understand how things work, why things happen, and what's going on with people and other things in this world: that's unhealthy. But that's my morbid fascination with being alive. Whenever I'm out enjoying the simple experience of being alive, people threaten and ridicule me. That's how I formed the opinion that so many people are uptight and boring.
I don't think that about all people. There have been many people that I really liked; but those people seem to thrive on doing whatever they can to fit in and impress the boring, stupid, uptight, petty people.
I suppose it's like how people treat politicians. They see how boring, stupid, uptight and petty they are; and I say, then don't vote for them. And with women: they complain about all the men acting like embarrassing jerks and wounding them; and I say, if you don't like men like that, stop rewarding them by fucking them. You keep treating them like kings, they'll keep thinking that they can get away with anything. If I can tell that a guy's a dirtbag just by seeing a picture of him, they're bound to be able to know it before they start dating him.
They all thrive on this stuff though. They'd be nothing without it.
Sometimes I sit alone for hours, trying to understand what it is about me that stands out as being crazy, compared to all the stupid nonsense the other people around here are up to. I figured I'm too self-conscious. Thinking too much, and trying to understand how things work, why things happen, and what's going on with people and other things in this world: that's unhealthy. But that's my morbid fascination with being alive. Whenever I'm out enjoying the simple experience of being alive, people threaten and ridicule me. That's how I formed the opinion that so many people are uptight and boring.