05-29-2013, 11:12 AM
getting personal here for a second, yes rowens, you seem to be too self conscious. from your posts the world to you is all about you and your suffering. before anyone attacks me, i think many people are the same. i have no idea as to what happened in your life apart from what you share and boy do you share 
I'm one of those nasty people who think that some people walk round with victim written on their foreheads in big capped letters that any bully, thug or manipulator of robber can read from a very long distance. i have a few friends who always seem to get shit on or picked at. (or should i say used to have before i came here) my eldest used to stick up for the kids that got bullied at her school, (she was the cock of the school( best fighter)) she'd tell me that the body language of some invite people to bully them, and so she'd sit or stand by them till it happened. kassy (my daughter) was a violent person so she used the weak as an outlet i guess and bullied the people who were bullies, or just beat them up 
back to you rowens, did you ever consider the fact that maybe it was because you sat alone for hours (doing what you do) that made people see you as crazy...(btw, i don't see you as crazy as much as i see you as talkative and introspective)
you say; trying to understand how things work, why things happen, and what's going on with people and other things in this world:
personally i like reading people, if you ask addy or others they'll probably say i'm pretty good at it. i think body language is something that can be understood. where i was as a kid, if you couldn't understand body language (even at such an early age) you were molested by a carer etc. i got to be pretty efficient at seeing the signs pretty quickly after the 1st time. i also learnt that if you scream your fucking lungs out, people get very scared very quickly.
we are what and who we are, the phrase 'what you see is what you get' is an apt one. if you think there's something wrong with you, people will see that and possibly see the same thing.
I'm one of those nasty people who think that some people walk round with victim written on their foreheads in big capped letters that any bully, thug or manipulator of robber can read from a very long distance. i have a few friends who always seem to get shit on or picked at. (or should i say used to have before i came here) my eldest used to stick up for the kids that got bullied at her school, (she was the cock of the school( best fighter)) she'd tell me that the body language of some invite people to bully them, and so she'd sit or stand by them till it happened. kassy (my daughter) was a violent person so she used the weak as an outlet i guess and bullied the people who were bullies, or just beat them up back to you rowens, did you ever consider the fact that maybe it was because you sat alone for hours (doing what you do) that made people see you as crazy...(btw, i don't see you as crazy as much as i see you as talkative and introspective)
you say; trying to understand how things work, why things happen, and what's going on with people and other things in this world:
personally i like reading people, if you ask addy or others they'll probably say i'm pretty good at it. i think body language is something that can be understood. where i was as a kid, if you couldn't understand body language (even at such an early age) you were molested by a carer etc. i got to be pretty efficient at seeing the signs pretty quickly after the 1st time. i also learnt that if you scream your fucking lungs out, people get very scared very quickly.
we are what and who we are, the phrase 'what you see is what you get' is an apt one. if you think there's something wrong with you, people will see that and possibly see the same thing.