mental illness?

[Brownlie]

I was put into a mental hospital because I got high on Robitussin and the doctor thought I was trying to commit suicide. I used to walk around the park talking to myself and no one gave a shit. Hours and hours alone make people crazy. Drugs make people crazy. This is not a sob story the mental hospital I went to was not so bad, but they strapped me to a gurney even though I would have walked. I saw another man strapped to a gurney who was screaming his ass off. I used to get worked up and yell and punch the wall like a jack ass. Nobody would ever try to molest me in my neighborhood, though I did think some squatters were outside my house plotting to kill me. I don't care if someone calls me crazy as long as that doesn't impede any of my freedom. Sometimes you can tell people your crazy and actually use it to your advantage. Just bored I guess.