mental illness?

[billy]

Most people where I'm from have been molested, especially girls. Many of them have been raped at some point. And they use drugs to deal with problems, then their dealers rape them too.

I'm just reporting from the trenches of the dirty South. The ghetto white trash scene is big here; a combination between hillbilly trailer trash and rap music. Girls call themselves trash, refer to themselves as bitches and hos, and are fond of making videos of themselves dancing in their underwear like girls in rap videos and posting it online. And to be a man that delivers frequent bitch slaps and sleeps around is a sign of respectability. Girls drop out of school and have kids in their early to mid teens; and get married very young.

Most girls tell me I'm not like the other men they know. Which means they probably think I'm gay because I don't allow thirteen year old girls to give me blow jobs.

This might not have anything to do with mental illness. They claim they like the way they live.

i think i'd agree with them, it's what they know, what they grew up with. it's not right but for them it seems to the the norm. we i lived there was always a lot of weekend violence indoors and outdoors. drugs are common place and so is sex. a few rare people aren't into these things, mainly from choice and a good or better upbringing. i enjoyed my life which was much the same as what i described. it's just the way it was. the only difference is the kid blow job thing. any adult caught messing with a kid would be sorry if they were caught, that doesn't mean it didn't happen,

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Well, I must live among the immoral. Because most of my neighbors' ideas of a good night is seeing how close they can come to acting out Grand Theft Auto in real life.

i don't see being immoral as a mental illness, or even part of it. i stole as a young person but it was greed. i lacked morals i lacked social awareness but it was still my choice. some people have no choice,