02-03-2014, 06:58 AM
I am too gentle and I am too fair
Even though my hearts full of this fucking despair
I am too nice and I am too kind
Part of myself has withered and died
I feel like Id end all existence for you
Id be at peace if you felt this way too
Im not fucking happy, Im not fucking fine
This emotion is getting way out of line
I am no longer holding the reins
Control was yanked right out of my hands
The things that I do to stay closer to you
My mind is unraveling because I stay true
Where are you now when Im drowning in thoughts
You're in his bed and you're sucking his cock
Fucking his brains out and blowing his mind
While I remain here alone and behind
Im just a maybe if we were both single
But until that day comes I am nothing to you
Someone to cry to and hold cold your hand
When he brings you down, believing he's a man
You tell me these things but I do not know why
Why can't you realize that it hurts my mind?
It poisons my being and drags me so low
To the point where I write and I let it all go
The best part of you was letting me see
That love is just a parody
Love is so good and love is so great
Then why does it fill me with feelings of hate
Love is a lie and nothing more
Love made me love a fucking whore
Someone who's intimate with so many men
While she eats, sleeps, and fucks inside of his den
How could I trust you when you speak to me
How you want to be fucked and hurt to degrees
Where you fall and you cry and you feel so much pain
From being whipped over and over again
Why do I love you to such an extent
If only this were something that I could prevent
I am too gentle and I am too kind
I love you so much that its made me so blind
That I cant think a thought without thinking of you
I cant live anymore without you too
As long as I love you, you know Ill be here
Ill put on a smile from ear to ear
Im happy to know you and be so near
Im frightened to know you, it fills me with fear
I may never have you and that is the worst
I dont want to hurt you, you must know that first
But if you ask nicely and put on a smile
Ill hit you so hard and wear my denial
To make you feel happy and make you feel loved
That's what I want and that's so far above
All of my feelings of hatred and fear
To be close to you, to be so near
You bring out the worst in me
But youve always let me see
That feelings of pain and all this despair
Will cease to be in me when you're truly near
When you are away, a feeling of terror
That I cant handle without feeling this horror
So stay close to me and bring out my best
I promise you I can handle the rest.
I'm very new to poetry. I couldn't quite keep the same meter the whole way. It's difficult! Any help would be greatly appreciated! Thank you in advance!
Even though my hearts full of this fucking despair
I am too nice and I am too kind
Part of myself has withered and died
I feel like Id end all existence for you
Id be at peace if you felt this way too
Im not fucking happy, Im not fucking fine
This emotion is getting way out of line
I am no longer holding the reins
Control was yanked right out of my hands
The things that I do to stay closer to you
My mind is unraveling because I stay true
Where are you now when Im drowning in thoughts
You're in his bed and you're sucking his cock
Fucking his brains out and blowing his mind
While I remain here alone and behind
Im just a maybe if we were both single
But until that day comes I am nothing to you
Someone to cry to and hold cold your hand
When he brings you down, believing he's a man
You tell me these things but I do not know why
Why can't you realize that it hurts my mind?
It poisons my being and drags me so low
To the point where I write and I let it all go
The best part of you was letting me see
That love is just a parody
Love is so good and love is so great
Then why does it fill me with feelings of hate
Love is a lie and nothing more
Love made me love a fucking whore
Someone who's intimate with so many men
While she eats, sleeps, and fucks inside of his den
How could I trust you when you speak to me
How you want to be fucked and hurt to degrees
Where you fall and you cry and you feel so much pain
From being whipped over and over again
Why do I love you to such an extent
If only this were something that I could prevent
I am too gentle and I am too kind
I love you so much that its made me so blind
That I cant think a thought without thinking of you
I cant live anymore without you too
As long as I love you, you know Ill be here
Ill put on a smile from ear to ear
Im happy to know you and be so near
Im frightened to know you, it fills me with fear
I may never have you and that is the worst
I dont want to hurt you, you must know that first
But if you ask nicely and put on a smile
Ill hit you so hard and wear my denial
To make you feel happy and make you feel loved
That's what I want and that's so far above
All of my feelings of hatred and fear
To be close to you, to be so near
You bring out the worst in me
But youve always let me see
That feelings of pain and all this despair
Will cease to be in me when you're truly near
When you are away, a feeling of terror
That I cant handle without feeling this horror
So stay close to me and bring out my best
I promise you I can handle the rest.
I'm very new to poetry. I couldn't quite keep the same meter the whole way. It's difficult! Any help would be greatly appreciated! Thank you in advance!