I put effort into this one.

[Jimmy Stark]

I really like the line "You depreciate your senses just to appreciate." I think that's incredibly beautiful and extremely accurate. As someone who has struggled with drug use before this poem made a lot of sense to me, that line in particular.

I'm not sure if the formatting is off on my laptop, but I think you need more line breaks to make this more effective. It looks as though you almost just have two paragraphs. Split it up more.

The wording is effective and impactful, so a few slight revisions could make this great.

You don't know it but you do it. You empower yourself with its consumption.
Haziness is often misinterpreted as happiness. The perceptions at moment become deceptions, using your perseverance to find some sort of reverence. You try to fool but your resilience mimics the silence. The substances you use are to hide its inherit menace.

Oh it's so lovely. You can't stop to stare. You depreciate your senses just to appreciate. Crafting that moment as if it's your own installment. You make yourself want to; to want to die. Just so that you can love life.