I put effort into this one.

[KROD]

You don't know it but you do it. You empower yourself with its consumption.
Haziness is often misinterpreted as happiness. The perceptions at moment become deceptions, using your perseverance to find some sort of reverence. You try to fool but your resilience mimics the silence. The substances you use are to hide its inherit menace.

Oh it's so lovely. You can't stop to stare. You depreciate your senses just to appreciate. Crafting that moment as if it's your own installment. You make yourself want to; to want to die. Just so that you can love life.

Help me understand how the title fits in? It was not that difficult for me to read but I think it would help to break it up more to make it an easier read. You have some good lines here that have a nice flow when read as a "poetic rap" as I did.