09-21-2021, 09:37 PM
I found you in a folk-dance class
confessed my instant attraction
and you took my phone number
You called me out
into the early spring night.
I remember your laughter
echoing inside our embrace.
You told me you wanted to live
on a beach in Oregon with a man
who didn’t care who else held you.
You were a rabbi’s daughter become
a dark Romani princess
hungry for men.
I followed you for weeks
until the weight of your wildness
wore me down to a bent loneliness,
but those hours
I spent in sexless surveillance
never left me alone again.
Forty years later
marooned with only
those moments for shelter
you’re the fire of my wan signal
to the passing of time.
Love’s reckoning
still waits on this empty shore
for an impossible beginning.
confessed my instant attraction
and you took my phone number
You called me out
into the early spring night.
I remember your laughter
echoing inside our embrace.
You told me you wanted to live
on a beach in Oregon with a man
who didn’t care who else held you.
You were a rabbi’s daughter become
a dark Romani princess
hungry for men.
I followed you for weeks
until the weight of your wildness
wore me down to a bent loneliness,
but those hours
I spent in sexless surveillance
never left me alone again.
Forty years later
marooned with only
those moments for shelter
you’re the fire of my wan signal
to the passing of time.
Love’s reckoning
still waits on this empty shore
for an impossible beginning.

