Good Evening

[busker]

As a kid I wanted to write but nothing to write about or how to express myself. More likely afraid too. Few years ago I had ample time to find my courage and pick up a pen. 
  That eventually brought me here so I can learn as well as letting others into my mind a lil.
  Sorry most my poems are usually on the opposite spectrum of bright and happy. I tried to write happy go lucky. It turned out sounded fake or sloppy. 
  I just started again, still working on the flow.
  Thank you all for this opportunity.

Welcome. There are more well known poems that are gloomy than bright and chipper. The mood is not a problem.