Or was it.

[tun]

Look
here is my poem
in this vein
the vein of the self
or was it
and when I was young
the self
I made mistakes
and then I suffered because of the mistakes
that I made
and then I made the less mistakes
than I did before
bright
or was it
onto the error front
to a degree
and I suffered a bit less
than I did before
consequently
but not me
but not that the much differently
albeit
or was it
and but still I made the several mistakes
can you believe it
regulation quota
and did you know what
or was it
by the time that I made
the several the less mistakes
you and me
the self
it is too late already
you know that you
or was it
are already fucked
to the death and all of the way that you
or was it
are already finished
to the death and all of the way that you
or was it
are already done
to the death and all of the way
it is over
the good part is well gone so that you
or was it
have wasted away your shot
with a bald whimper
spent it all away in a spastic splurge
for nothing
for no reason
on nothing
whatsoever
and that is all that there is to it
gone
Diarrhoea
anal ejaculate
and so this is my story
the story of the one
or was it
and I sincerely believe 
that you very are
interested in my story
for its own sake
hungry
for my story
or was it
for no real reason
because
I am an arsehole
because
I am a fucking moron
and just like you
whoever you are
or was it
and I don’t know
who you are
or was it
and do I care
who you are
or was it
a single toss
who you are
or was it
the answer is no
I bloody don’t.