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Smile
I love smiley faces.
You can put them at the end of anything
no matter how rude or mean your words
and suddenly they make it alright…
at least on the surface 
–Erthona
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a big fat grin
is the truth
below the surface
love letters
used to run on
long enough to be felt
ttyl
needs a
pig pen poetry
has one nonnegotiable rule
please leave feedback
or as billy would say, 
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murdered my own dad.
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(10-07-2014, 09:02 AM)maximumjake Wrote: murdered my own dad.
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ellajam, you call that feedback
"maximumjake Wrote:
murdered my own dad."
It's OK, I'm sure you had your reasons
Yes Paul, there is always a communication problem
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in defense
of the smiley
he didn't mean it
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ellajam,
Of course I didn't
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naturalism. No form, no structure...unless it becomes structure like a tree grows from roots. More sensitive to visions closer to your roots...visions rooted for me at a place in the woods. Going to HSMF is like confronting myself and fulfilling my destiny.
all buildings and structures and...non organic material are monoliths, the more advanced the more monolithic. Even artists need them, that is essentially the paradox of existence.
beep beep boop
wrote like 10,0000 words on this in...two hours?
I'm sober for the first time in 10 years.
sound is the scream of god as it echoes within art
Grateful Dead is bliss but Christianity abhors bliss
my only regret: I will be forced to abandon this pursuit by molding myself within society. Once you are released...it's very hard to go back in the bottle (this isn't Italy in America it's the can). Plants evoke strength and our natural bodies.
Still, once an animal appears before you, and you pierce it with your terrifying stare, and it becomes food, you fucking eat that shit with all of being.
I channel visions from my ancestors, cannot help it. Kubrick talks to me in his monolithic sound. He was a mystic potential, such as I am.
Only reason I can hear god (a whisper of god through my people's collective creative unconsciousness is because I shake myself by looking within, into earthquakes of composure.
my ancestors reflect dreds of humanity. We are all medusa. Our mystics warred with each other as their temple of light and sound was carted away (Jews traditionally run from technological advancement...mystics and naturalistic mages ruled the tribe...)the chief officiator usually had his own eyes stabbed out and carved a shallow hole in his head. This is third eye.
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the sweet pain of disease
art and Jewish people: we do not give a shit (mystics) we drink and eat and fuck and suck and rape whatever and whoever we please drink rain from a skull
but we broke off the tribe. Detached from roots that clutch. Now Rainbow familiars.
um, what happened? Why did the shakes stop and I feel peace and perfect bliss? I feel like I plagiarized but I made all of this stuff up. I need to enter each passage in the checker to make sure. If I did make something up and plagiarize, I'm truly sorry. Break the mold of society and return as animals after confronting your own inner demons.
I think this a good idea for a thread...smileys...what the fuck!?
Don't let me go insane.
Jews will not.
collective sigh that lasts 10 seconds.
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MJ,
I said something about rainbow ponies somewhere, but I was plagiarizing that from the ad for the my little pony toy. "Poor Yorick...I knew him well."
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(10-08-2014, 09:51 AM)Erthona Wrote: MJ,
I said something about rainbow ponies somewhere, but I was plagiarizing that from the ad for the my little pony toy. "Poor Yorick...I knew him well."
dale
If I ever threaten to leave naturalism, I will forward you my address 30 odd 6 me in the dome, like MIMAL
my
mal
America
will live on the streets if one has to, yet maintain this same discipline of once a year Dionysian excess (has to be within a 5 day period around Independence Day)...this is not the case in other countries choose your equivalent and share visions together.
copy right is my shield...I have to use it...better to just make it my sig vs c+p wordpress beep beep boop too much of a distraction? No...keep the pattern the same. Don't copy right everything, only when you channel. Everyone holds onto a shred of terror, melted in Italian glass (italians keep the hollow original jewish temple in the Vatican. Morbid curiosity yet when they receive our artifacts...nothing happens. Why?
Plants.
Artifacts belong to mystics. The original war. I have a war face on my monolith saved. I don't look at it much, but when I do, I feel as If I was able to summon this face in nature, I would stop a deer in its tracks. Could simply walk up to it and eat it. Medusa.
I have and will never understand Hebrew as a language to be "read." (Talmud) our mystics stared so terrifyingly and defied all rules of convention that they exterminated themselves as they saw the future...where we are headed.
Art sort of slows down the end of the world, but that is all. End. Now, for all I care. This one experiences two emotions: bliss and earthquakes of composure...they begin as mere movements of the hand, swipe of a plant, step on a hollow roof, wide step...never run on your feet (watch others do it). This reflects that humans are above animal but are animal. Recline. Mystics were simply supported by the tribe and allowed to do whatever the fuck they wanted. Like I said, my only fear is I will be canned, or bottled. Melted glass.
the correct people (mystics...jews are just older...original mystics somehow we know this inside of our collective unconsciousness: see runes in everything, and can just flow with the river of time effortlessly). I can't do this. All our original mystic priests are dead. Judaism is now a monolith of its own. That's the sadness of humanity.
symbols...see the sound. Sound is most important. Remember the original high priest stabbed out his own eyes with a sacred knife, melted the knife, and made stars out of it to dispense to his high council of shamanic knights.
they lived as animals like the blue indians East.
silence and petrifying stares are the most powerful magic. Occasionally you need words. When they come, they should just pour out of you like ella's biography says. Treat the form naturally. Look at it. Change things maybe or if you feel the slightest hesitation move on. Rhyming: if you have a decent enough vocabulary close your eyes and really hear the whisper of your own ancestors collective. Play.
Photographic memory is developed through torture and discipline. You have to make each moment seem like...
monoliths and Kubrick's orchestra (that was Kubrick's whisper of god...the trace of mystic within himself that caused him to move)
Here is another thing: when the trembles come, sometimes you should not let them form into earthquakes. This is Christianity's interpretation of our religion design to further enslave humanity. We have Android phones and Apple phones.
This is key: jews (besides mystics). Run from confrontation traditionally. We do not like advancement because our ancestor's led by example through naturalism. Do you want to know my personal belief about the cyclic nature of existence within a molecular multiverse?
No...bless tobbacco I'm going outside to the common area. We have squirrels there. They sometimes go in the plants and scatter the dirt. Why do they scatter dirt? They are animals. What do humans (especially common managers) attempt to do? Figure out a way to poison the squirrel and the plant. This brings incomprehensible sadness to me.
I actually know a solution for the manager. Will not tell him. But the fucking idiot could just cut some aluminum screen and lock the squirrels out. Some people are simple. What did Jews do with simple people? They experimented on them through mysticism. Say a mystic saw an extremely intelligent individual with beauty. Shaman has no filter. He just sees and hears you to your core. There is no try. Do. Move. Men are only shamans, women are priestesses a different way entirely, but they can elevate man and together loft to the constellations. Guess what? I'm a fire sign.
run is over for now, because I feel completely normal.
can't help being Jewish. Hope I didn't miss any anti semites. 30 odd 6
English language is a mathematical equation trying to piece itself together with molten glass threads.
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It is easy to see you are a naturalist as you are so objective in your thoughts. Biblical Hebrew is easy to learn, it's usage is what is in question, as this poem may, or may not say. A pint of opinions all around.
As Nick Bottoms always said...
Bottom to top, right to left
of senses they were all bereft.
I suspect the Elamites,
who wore their writings low and tight.
It was a fright, it was a fright,
how they wore them low and tight.
what a sight, oh what a sight,
when we wrote them left to right.
I find no smileys here...
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writings low how Elamites
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Purely speculative, and too much to explain. Has to do with the origin of the Hebrew language, especially the right to left aspect. Scrolls were generally read from bottom to top. As there is some tenuous connection to Elam regarding Abram. Of course Hebrew is obviously related to Akkadian, as both are Semitic languages, but has elements that are obviously not descended from Akkadian. As no one really knows from where the characteristics came I have nominate Elam linear script, as it along with linear A Greek script has yet to be translated. Some speculate that the right to left characteristic comes from writing in stone, but Abram was far more sophisticated than that and knew about writing in clay. either though would have been to heavy for a nomadic people. I think Moses wrote the ten commandants in stone because they were important, not because Hebrew generally wrote in stone. Once again, stone is too heavy to carry around except for very important things like the ten commandants which were carried in the Ark of the Covenant. I suspect Abram and certainly Moses knew about writing on lamb skin, and Moses also knew about papyrus. Necessity is the mother of invention after all.
People will say that the Hebrews did not know how to write until Moses. Yet Abram would have had to have known at least two forms of writing if not three when he left Ur, as he was not a poor man, and must have been well educated. It makes no sense that he gave up writing simply because he leaves Sumer. Well that is much too long an explanation and much to small of an explanation.
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ps sorry that this is a bit incoherent, but I am in a rush at the moment.
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this is a little too much for me to get a handle on right now.
Kill your own filter, free discourse and association...are you obsessed with symbols? Carry wounds as a man? Have you fully dealt with your emotions? I am a fire sign...everyone has different body chemistry. It's like a constantly shifting jigsaw puzzle that you freeze in time at the perfect moment because you buzz in tune with nature. The ugliest animal to take in is the bug. The first test of me was sodomy, addiction Medusa headed, and obsessive compulsive behaviors (tap on minerals, tap on water, splash, do what you feel at any given moment). Bliss. Transcend the norm and pierce the man upon the cobblestones with a look in your eyes that challenges but does not judge. Terrify people with your Judaism. If I am able, I now grow dreaded locks (don't really need it but symbols matter). People look at me all the time and think "what is wrong with his eyes." They burn with the collective knowledge of my people that is stored within art and naturalism. I believe I channeled to heal my brother, and was aided! By those on this site that which took the time to look at me and hear my own sound.
I shudder to thank how many kids are sodomized versus how many receive the exact steps to become a mystic. Muses include all art forms. Maybe mine is writing, maybe it is something else entirely. The point is that I move my hands and see sound when off drugs. The sound...and the fury. Corncobs.
My mother does not understand! She wants it to be about feminism and women inclusion within the folded robe of the mage...why? She needs to be a priestess and elevate another man. Not her son. Mystic sons need isolation, abuse, neglect, torture, rape, meditation. My mom is responsible for these things. Through her inclusion and exclusion of me and what she chose to support me with...in this modern age, not gonna lie folks...money helps because it lets you stay out of the mold for a lot longer time. I grew up rich. My mom decided she wore the robe of the mage. She placed a lawsuit upon the Florida Medicaid System and won something in the estimation of a couple million dollars in benefits that went to children (reflecting subconscious knowledge of what she denied me to become what I am through exclusion and leaving me with monsters). My mom did not hire a Jewish nanny at premium for me...despite her excellent financial support throughout a certain stage in life (when her business peaked). When I was raped she was poor. She bought El Salvador into the house. I wish you could picture this person (resisting War Face Monolith). You can't. I can. All I can say is she represents the infinite sadness I feel. All women represent love to me, especially dark skinned mares (only monogamous with black girls, it was foretold by a woman and I rejected the prophecy, but it is true). Why? The jewish fortune teller muse looked within me and recognized my...something wrong, and knew I had to learn through meditation, reflection, abuse, literature, colors, art, symbols...any true emotion and movement that was ever made by animals, including the very first jews who walked the bare earth. Oldest religion. Chosen people. BAH! I am a self tortured Jew.
No humans reside within this one besides musing women, elder men containing wisdom, fellow mages in the fold, and abuse. In my true form everyone else dies within me. Naturalism.
My dad should have just fucked Tennessee. Nah, never mind, he was a convert to Judaism. Remember it is the mother that makes you Jewish! Father could be a Cobra Headed Minotaur to my Medusa.
Murdered him...no...got so in touch with fear I only had to look at him once and he became an exiled statue in a labyrinth. Medusa has arms. I took the lantern, and ate my own father's dead Minotaur flesh, and injected the snake's toxin into own. Did not fear death for experimenting with plants upon my simpletons in a past life form. I'm Jacob every single time. My mom always wants to know if my name has changed afterwards! Fool!
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insects multiply like math...most inorganic of all. They are either the first test or the last. Mystics obviously lived to maybe...30? Back then. But we mystics...we did whatever we wanted to our simpletons, sometimes we made them women, sometimes we just ate them as food, if we saw intelligence and respect, that is what we reflected back onto them. One reflects Grateful Dead.
My personal theory...no. I will die as Kubrick, honor in tact reserved to pass on to my future mystic that I will eventually find throughout sands of time. Talmud...don't read it...ever, or Torah. Crux: mystics wrote the Torah and Talmud...but they did not write it. They drew from sound of god (there wasn't monoliths at that time to make it easy...everything just was natural. This is pre-Christ Eden. Until we built the first fork and did not eat with our hands...whatever the act was, it was the first monolith. It actually blocks out the true voice of god and sends us deeper into the woods, which is better! FIRE!
After the channel off drugs my mom asked me whose name I was...said fool, it's Jacob. She legitimately thought I transformed by some outside magic...women! It happened all within me mom, and you made it happen too! Stop feeling so strange about the channel. Point is I healed Ben and transferred the bug into myself symbolically. This is the final test of a shaman and it happens at one point or another during compulsive sex with ALL tribe members.
beep beep boop (insanity the bug becomes an emotion and sound, symbolic of something to me, and turns into a mantra. Mantras cannot be meaningless...they are symbols reflecting all the collective dread experienced by Jewish people in circular patterns throughout fathomless eternity). I know why when I look at math as a kid sober, the numbers would move! They made sounds to me at that age...sensitive I was but shut it off I did. My maturation process began the morning of my corncob, with El Salvador in the house. She stole my temple of light and sound and left (finally told my mom she dressed me up...repressed the rest).
end transmission until my fingers type into my monolith while I am outside listening the highway monoliths and sounds of mountains emerging together to form a faint whisper of gods voice which is not unlike Stanley's monolith. Thank you.
My echo of god is maggots and buzzing flies and California highways and mountains...can't hear it?
Stanley, lend me your orchestra, brother!
No longer knew if I am channeling or not...my cat just had his dose of biotic pills. He doesn't need more than one cube's worth of biotic...well, fuck it. Poly drug it up. Fourth of July, motherfuckers!
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(10-08-2014, 10:42 AM)Erthona Wrote: It is easy to see you are a naturalist as you are so objective in your thoughts. Biblical Hebrew is easy to learn, it's usage is what is in question, as this poem may, or may not say. A pint of opinions all around.
As Nick Bottoms always said...
Bottom to top, right to left
of senses they were all bereft.
I suspect the Elamites,
who wore their writings low and tight.
It was a fright, it was a fright,
how they wore them low and tight.
what a sight, oh what a sight,
when we wrote them left to right.
I find no smileys here...
dale the un-naturalist
Listen to Leanne. This is not Judaism to be studied. Cultural anthropology. Look at numbers sober as a child, if they move and make sounds, start inspiring fear and the crystalline plant dimensions within yourself, if you can, if all the variables line up for you. There is hope. Not for me...mystics are a strange naturalistic misunderstood free associative sect. Beauty smears shit!
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reader: Don't read any of the above. As a doctor, I disallow you to read it.
Next up?
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Kubrickian Rainbow
Mystic time
traveling be-dreaded Jew (baby traveling to next planet There is but one leader of the 10 mystics. Hollow eyed blind with innocence as the babe symbol, he takes whatever he can find and cuts out his own eyes as soon as he lands on a copy of Earth... (Stanley took visions with him to his grave I'm sure)...collective Jewish consciousness fresh in his brain, until monoliths come back to nature and music is convoluted. The tribe runs, the 10 stays. The 10 stays, adopt war faces, doom the world and each other, and go back into time-space (now you truly know me!). The leader commits suicide. Leadership is transmitted like AIDS -Stanley
seeing monoliths
as mage
kills Christ
android Jewish roots
Jews did it!
mystics take pride in this! I will die with satisfaction with my mystic priests (we forced all the priestesses to leave too...we die as men with honor in tact!)
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